About being back!

In the beginning of being back it was very nice! And kind of liberating! And I was so surprised at how little i reacted to being back. Because I expected to get a reversed culture shock when I came back. But I didn´t. And I thouth that I would miss Cameroon like crazy! But I didn´t. And I was surprised. I was happy and I enjoyed it! I went back to Hald, still puzzled by this. We were talking about it, and yeas, I thought about it, remembered it and appriciated it. But I didn´t miss it!
Of course, something was strange, like getting water from the tap. That the roads were not bumpy. That no one spooke french and that it was so few black people. But I didn´t really miss Cameroon.
But then, one day, it hit me. We were working with "looking back using arts." And for suddenly it just got so hard. I started thinking about Cameroon, and I started to miss it so much! I really started to think about it and all that have something to do with Cameroon. and I gor so sad. It has been such a huge part of my lafe thees last months, and I have changed because of it! It just took some time. But I appriciate everything that I have had and experienced there!

Thank you Cameroon!